Blessed Be Your Life

so i realize my stress levels have been high, but it hit me today that it could be far worse........ i'm worried about situations people have put themselves into and i cannot save them, for my words and advice are unwanted......... there are people out there who are suffering through no fault of their own, so it's time to let my stress go........... i pray the end result turns out favorable, i pray they open their eyes before choices are taken from them, i hope they do get everything they desire.......... i just can't let myself be tossed into turmoil time and time again when their choices are their worst enemy......... my energy deserves to be spread to those who want and need it......... to the children who are sick, to the parents who are injured, to the folks who have lost so much during these natural disasters.......... i deserve to spend my energy on myself to better myself and those around me........... no amount of love can help one that does not desire to help them...

all 2 or 3 of you....... :)  no, really i have been if i'm going to be totally honest because i have yet to quit smoking, so let's focus on what i am doing........ stressing the fahq out over here........ but that HAS TO STOP NOW!!!  i am doing some good things, talking nicer to myself more frequently but my big one is reaching out to people instead of letting it build inside of me until i burst!!!  let's go with that and get this shit handled........ i'm scolding myself, for good reason....... i started this challenge and i almost gave up, i could turn my back on this whole thing and say, well i failed again or i can brush myself off and rededicate......... let's do that...... are you with me? is there anybody out there?  should that really matter?  who am i doing this for?