That important first post!

Welcome to my blog, I plan to keep track of the evolution of mei!  I joined It Works on June 25, 2017!  In just the short amount of time that I have been working to update my life, for myself and my family, I am feeling more confident and healthy (mentally and physically) than I have in years!  I hope you will stay with me as I attempt to journal my way to the new mei that's coming!   I refuse to own a scale but will share these numbers as they come!  I am down to 183 as of July 23, 2017!  At my heaviest I was at 230.  I hope to watch the numbers fall, but care more about seeing the clothes start to sag and feeling healthier overall!  I am currently setting up an event for mid-August, at the new moon, in which I will attempt (once again) to quit smoking!  I will be using It's Vital minerals in conjunction with natural elements (sage smudging, moon phases, essential oils, crystals) to hopefully find myself successful this time!  I will also be leaning on my loved ones and friends to help keep me accountable and keep me strong, this habit has ruled my world and drained my pocketbook for over 20 years!!!  Keep track of my progress or join me in my journey!  Have a blessed day!

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