dang it, i blinked.......

i blinked and summer break is gone.......... my family has joined forces in attempting to remove much of the clutter from this house, gearing up for the 21st......... water intake challenge is on........ i drank 6 bottles of water yesterday, which while it isn't the 9 cups suggested, i'm proud of it none the less......... i've never liked the taste of water, it's really good in the greens i'm taking to boost my vitamins and even tastes pretty good with a little mint extract added in........ i'm not looking very forward to the early mornings, but have to admit, i'll be glad to have a routine back in place and not to have 4 kids constantly underfoot asking for something every 5 minutes......... until then i'll be continuing the work that has been going and enjoy the few days we have left before that alarm starts going off at 6:30 am......

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