wow, so that's not how i planned this day

i had planned on working most of the day today...... like it works working........ but instead have begun the very much needed process of de-hoarding........ clothing specifically, i am going to have so many sizes to get rid of for girls and boys, maternity, some men's but most things are in really good shape and some even have tags........ it's august and i'm driven to succeed in so many areas, i feel like giving my home a makeover is just as important as dealing with the emotional self and the physical self........ all of this goes hand in hand to keep me driving forward and achieving the goals i set..... far too often, i try to accomplish too much in one day and then i never finish it all........ i do have a story to tell about the word augustness that goes along with improving my relationship with my husband as well.......... being down on yourself changes so many aspects of being............ setting goals for each day that truly are attainable and hitting them is so much more worthy than feeling like a failure each time........ seeing the positive becomes much easier  the more you force yourself to refocus your mind......... this month feels huge, but in such a good way........ i'm looking forward to looking back at the day everything clicked and seeing the growth in myself, but in this family as well........... i want to be organized so i can truly find the success i do deserve.......